Heavenly Appointment?

I neglected to mention that I actually had an appointment conflict on Friday. I had an appointment with my homeopathic doctor, it has been scheduled for something ridiculous like 6 months. These appointments are super sought after, and I feel it is very important for me to go for a number of reasons, but I haven't gone into a lot of detail about him here. Anyway, I was super upset when I found out I had double booked the appointments, I had even thought about rescheduling the chemotherapy appointments because I had really wanted to go to this appointment if that tell you anything, I considered the appointment with him as important as the chemo. I feared that if I canceled it would take months before I could get an appointment again. I had tried to call him last week so that there would be as much time as possible to maybe reschedule before the appointment on Friday. They were closed for the holiday which I don't blame them for at all. Today when I was finally able to get through, they were able to reschedule me for 1/13 which is a better appointment because I will be able to discuss all of what the oncologist has said and go over the PET scan with him.

Always, always, always, I feel like Jesus has been in charge of my cancer treatment. Whenever I have needed something, he has made an opportunity or brought an issue to light. This is just another one of those times. It makes me so excited because this is a way I have been able to connect more personally with Jesus and it has strengthened my faith by having these benchmarks to look back at and know he is orchestrating things I need in my life. I also feel like perhaps this is his true agenda to show me Himself and strengthen my faith while healing cancer. This is the amazing part to me, and it is hard to communicate this part of the cancer journey, the spiritual part so hopefully this makes some sense.