Disability approved!

That's weird. I have had to use disability because I have no leave. This is the best way to be able to go and do surgeries and chemo, but I don't feel disabled. Most times I don't even feel sick. It is sort of depressing to be put under a term that makes me feel like I need a handicapped parking sticker and a motorized cart to get groceries. Oh well. I do say a lot, things could be worse. I am blessed to even be able to have some sort of means to get paid while I fly for treatments all the time. I am blessed to work with and for folks that just deal with the issues, especially since they are like an annual thing. I am blessed to be back at work too because I was going insane looking at too much tv and needing more of a purpose. This helps my mind feel fresher and like I am contributing to something which I feel is important. Yes, even though it is a State job which comes with a stigma, I like what I do and feel like it is a good thing for folks that get served.